A list of things to do................

I supposed there are a lot of things going on currently....

PErhaps its due to the wedding preparation and the renovation for the apartment...

I had drafted a list of things for myself to do..... The list is as followed:

1. To lose weight
2. To save money
3. To settle my home renovation
4. To get furnishings and miscellanous for my apartment
5. To clean the apartment
6. To find my evening gown....

And the list goes on... Somehow or either, i m unsure what i am doing now... Guess i have to lose weight coz i really feel lethageric and bored easily! Just have to ensure that I have the discipline to exercise......

Fears

Its the 2nd week of work in my new co.....

Fears start to creep in as my colleagues had resigned and will be leaving at the end of the month. Those colleagues that had resigned, they have been working in the co for more than 5 years! I called them the "Pillars" of the dept.... Somehow, I just dun feel good about the whole thing!

I prayed that everything will work out fine for me! Mum just came back from Bangkok, she told us kids about her swollen feet problem... I also dun feel good about it.... I hoped that nothing is wrong with my Mother's health.... Sometimes, I find myself not a good daughter... Din understand my Mum enough or have the time to accompany her to see the doctor...... :(

Reflections....

Went to my cousin's Civil Solemnisation ceremony last Saturday....

Suddenly, it dawned onto me that I had forgotten what my vows are! Dear husband could remember and he told me that his vows and ours are different... PErhaps, its the fact that different wedding solemnisers chose different vows? The most important thing is to sign on the dotted line..... :)

Come to think of it, there are many couples tying the knots this year! I had received quite a bit of invitations to wedding banquets... That sparked this fear inside my head.... Will I have to invite them to my wedding banquet? Will they turn up... etc etc.... Call me paranoid!

Anyway, being married comes with a lot of unexpected responsibilites... Even though dear husband dun admit it, he actually shouldered most of the responsibilites than me! As much as he could give me grief at times, I m really counting my blessings and trying my best not to take him for granted!

New job, new start!

Today is the 1st day of my new job....

Though I had been thru so many jobs... But, it is still nerve whacking on the first day! Coz u dunno how your colleagues are going to be, how is the seating arrangement etcc.... All those doubts!

Kinda impressed with the company but its their silence that is kinda intolerable!

Will keep my fingers crossed for this new job! Wish me luck! :)