Tired

I m simply so tired! Realised that I m getting more and more forgetful these days! Is it due to my pregnancy or simply i m so tired that i refused to remember anything else except sleeping!

Went for my gynae check up on Mon, Dr Chan commented that Piglet is long again and her weight still remains the same as 2.7 kg whereas I m at 72 kg, ie I had put on 17 kg since the start of my pregnancy!

Wonder how the hell am i going to lose the weight after giving birth to Piglet. Till now, i dun have the nesting instinct... So mabbe Piglet won't be born that early yet! Keeping my fingers crossed that Piglet could be born on 26 Oct 07! I told Piglet that its best that she be born on 26 Oct coz everyone in my family will be back to welcome her arrival in this world! Mum has gone to Msia and is back next week, while Sis is still in San Francisco and will be back by 26 Oct 07.

My family and Pirate King told me to clear all my annual leave after my month end closing is over and once the annual leave is cleared. I should get Dr Chan to issue me MC to rest at home till Piglet is born!

Talking about family ties, I was mentioning to Pirate King about changing to a smaller flat after 5 years here in our current apartment. He mentioned that we should still get a 5 room flat as our parents might live with us, then i realised his intention of his parents to live with us. I m resistant to this idea coz I m selfish. Living with my in laws mean loss of freedom, personal space etc etc to me! Plus, i dun quite agree with my in laws take on bringing up children etcc.

No wonder, my Father in law was so concerned when he heard me mentioning about selling off our apartment. The way he sounded as if he has a stake in the house. No doubt, there comes a time when we have to honour our parents but somehow i m resistant to this idea. Perhaps it could be due to the fact on how my parents in laws treated Pirate King as compared to his brother. Well, i could only console myself if ever, i have to live with my parents in laws is that my children will be filial to me too... Coz i always believe in karma! :)